I’m tired of being second best to everyone

probably should have saw that coming….

it’s the first time in a long time someone’s made me feel wanted, and special.

I hate that I have to fight for someone who wants me..

days are starting to become harder and harder to get through.

god, I want him to choose me more than anything but then again I don’t want to be that girl who breaks someone up :\

seriously, fuck distance and fuck everyone who has made people be insecure and scared to be with someone who doesn’t live in the same area as them. because its you people that’s made the man of my dreams so insecure that he’s to scared to even picture being with me, unless he lives here.
and fuck distance for making relationship that should happen, not happen. and now he feels like he needs to settle for someone less than who he loves. which isn’t fair to himself or the girl.

as if I had a dream about you last night…

every time I need someone to talk to, no one is ever online or no one messages me back. but whenever I don’t want anyone around, or I don’t want anyone to message me, everyone I know tries to talk to me!

I can’t even express how happy I am that I get to hangout with Dylan today. I need my best friend.

it sucks knowing that while you weren’t on for a week, you were thinking about her and hanging out with her, while I was at home trying to figure out the best way to tell you that I loved you.